Team Stell

Jan 7

This will be the hardest post I ever write……..I cry as I type…….We have gotten bad news once again. The marrow shows 14% monosomy 7 lineage(myeloid),… and lymphoid lineage, all is thought to be malignant by the pathologist. I’m not sure how to say this to everyone. This has not gotten better if anything has gotten worse. Once again chemo has failed to bring remission and this goal of remission has only yet gotten further away. I feel deeply saddened to tell anyone who cares that I believe we have finally came down that road we didn’t want to. That road that has no detour, no merge, no left turn, no right turn, no T intersection. Its a dead end tunnel, no way to sneak out, the sides and the end are blocked (we think). I did one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life tonight. I took my daughter into her room as she was crying jealously of her brother. I sat her on my lap and had one of those talks no one is supposed to ever have to have. That I’ll keep private, but I’m sure you all have good imaginations. What do I say. Well I know the make a wish people are coming this week and I will be asking for an emergency wish. I also know that we will be going to PA soon so Conner can run some jobsites. We once again are looking for no outside opinions other than maybe family…….We will live with it!!! I love my son, he is quite the amazing boy!!!!!
Daddy

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